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If I were a boy从朋友那听到一首好好的歌，歌词写得好好。
if i were a boy even just for a day
i'd roll out of bed in the morning and throw on what i wanted and go drink beer with the guys and chase after girls i'd kick it with who i wanted and i'd never get confronted for it 'cause they stick up for me if i were a boy i think i could understand how it feels to love a girl i swear i'd be a better man i'd listen to her 'cause i know how it hurts when you lose the one you wanted 'cause he's taking you for granted and everything you had got destroyed if i were a boy i would turn off my phone tell everyone it's broken so they'd think that i was sleeping alone i'd put myself first and make the rules as i go 'cause i know that she'd be faithful waiting for me to come home, to come home if i were a boy i think i could understand how it feels to love a girl i swear i'd be a better man i'd listen to her 'cause i know how it hurts when you lose the one you wanted 'cause he's taking you for granted and everything you had got destroyed it's a little too late for you to come back say it's just a mistake think i'd forgive you like that if you thought i would wait for you you thought wrong but you're just a boy you don't understand and you don't understand, oh how it feels to love a girl someday you wish you were a better man you don't listen to her you don't care how it hurts until you lose the one you wanted 'cause you're taking her for granted and everything you had got destroyed but you're just a boy It's gonna be fine周末去深圳，是为了给高中时代最好朋友以力量，鼓励她帮助她度过最艰难的时刻。只要是我过去了，肩并肩和她坐在一起，就能给她安慰和力量，一如她以前对我一样。
六月底的深圳，热浪冲天，烦躁的空气里仿佛也充满了暗暗的愤懑。我曾经热爱的城市，此时却让我无论如何也爱不起来。我开始讨厌这里的高楼林立，这里的拥挤和挥之不去的噪音。这里的人们对欲望的无止境追求，对责任对道德的默然和无视，以至于我善良而对人毫无防备之心的好朋友成了一定程度上的被害者。
但事已至此，我们能做的是让自己活得更好，内心变得更加坚强。哭过之后，忘记之后，又会是全新的自己，去迎接新的幸福。我知道恢复的过程就好像是伤口愈合的过程，又痛又痒。此时不善言辞的我，只希望用文字的形式鼓励她能早日恢复，活得自信，漂亮，坚强。
四人游周六为了给黎pp过生日，同时也成功打入彤宝宝的后方，老中青三代又聚齐在一起了。
地点是三里屯villiage。狂玩喷泉之后，又去吃了号称是地道香港美食的泰和草本工坊，之后又再陪彤宝宝和彤妈妈去了outlets。这一对母女，真是活脱脱一对大小活宝啊，真是太好玩了。 新裤子昨晚上买了一条牛仔裤，一眼看中的原因是因为我怀念起自己上学时的一条牛仔裤。深蓝色，接近黑色的那种颜色，面料柔软而且有弹性，像极了我在大学里穿过的一条裤子。那是一条我从学校侧门旁一家小店里面买来的裤子，估计也就三四十来块钱，但我却穿了很多年，工作后又穿了几年，一直不舍得丢掉。
说实话，最近两年我买衣服的件数和频率明显要比前几年少。一方面是因为有更需要花钱的地方，另一方面也说明我变得勤俭持家了，而更重要的是不得不承认自己开始有点点落伍了。现在看见一些小姑娘穿得时髦并且暴露的时候，我总要感叹一下要是我还是20岁出头时，姐姐我也敢。只是那时候，穷学生是不懂得FASHION的。看起来人生总是有缺憾的，在不同的时间和空间里。
所以，趁青春还有几年剩余的时间里，从心底深处善待自己。 |
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